my busy(i)ness

cant start... seems like sublime that i m undergoing..
getting busy, busy with work, busy with studies (exams), busy with (re)arrangements;
i think it's gonna take a while for me these days to post smthing here....

its nice though, getting too entangled, rather than left idle... demon's workplace : u know.

till i re-appear,
till i bore u once again {LOL}
enjoy!

नेपालवाद जिन्दावाद

देशको नयां बिहानीलाई स्वागत गरौं,
आपसी बैमनस्यतालाइ बिर्सेर - नयाँ नेपालको सिर्जना गर्न अघि बढौं,
आत्मनिर्भरताको यो सुनौलो उदाहरण हो,
यसैलाई निरन्तरता दिने हामीले आँट गरौ!

पुराना गल्ती (वा ?अपराध?) अब कागजमा लेखिने ईतिहास हैन,
हाम्रा लागि पाठ हुनुपर्छ;
भ्रष्टाचारीलाई सफाई दिने राजनीति हैन,
गरिबलाई इटा बोक्ने ढाड हुनुपर्छ!

वादको पछि नलागौं,
मार्क्सवाद, माओवाद वा समाजवाद – सबै वादहरु बकवास हुन;
अब हाम्रो एउटै वाद – नेपालवाद!
नेपालवाद जिन्दावाद, नेपालवाद जिन्दावाद!!

रुन नजान्ने म

मेरो चित्त
गत खादा खादा
मेरो चिता जलेको देखेर
म निकै रोएँ!

तन्द्राको पराकाष्ठा
मेरो बिपना
मलाई जिउंदो पाएर
म निकै रोएँ!

ढुकढुकिको चाल
स्पन्दनको ताल
मेरो स्वास सुनेर
म निकै रोएँ!

खरानीको छारो
झस्किएको आंखामा
निद्रा नलागेर
म निकै रोएँ!

my journey towards a black hole

stone, stone, i feel stone
an unprecedented fathom
everyone, everything moving back
couldn’t know my momentum - ahead, ahead

just some flares
just flares my dear
i see around, just flares
merely flares,

enjoy, lets cherish
just a moment along
not much though
just a flare - period

i cant stay here,
can’t remain stone anymore
welcome abroad!
my journey towards a black hole

personal void

It’s been a terrible walkthrough, I should say. Have been trying to write something since long, but finally I happened to write about why I couldn’t write (something) anything. Sounds funny. But it’s quite a puzzle for me.

Always jumbled as they come to me. I think of making up a story; a smaaaal plot in my mind, trying to elaborate - I miss it. I think of a poem, and just after the first stanza, I think that the topic doesn’t cover more than this. Now how could I present that 4 line poem? Ridiculous!
That’s why I said ‘thinking of an ocean, remembering a drop’ in one of my previous post. But I think have my realized my problem, yes to some extent, and it has to be my indulgence in multiple facets at the same time [it has to be it]. So many subjects, so many faculties, so many issues to talk about, so many manies! And on the top of that, I searched for a wholesome one like The Grand Unified Theory. How could I? Silly me!

It’s chaotic sometimes. My friend once said the most prevalent theory in this world is the chaos theory. I agree. I think I should, or at least from what I see when I see it all. Chaos rules buddy! Does this sound pessimistic? Or just a rationalization for my inability to manage things! I don’t know.

And still I can’t explain my motto here, can’t explain my search for words for a better search of the way, to better explain my search for knowledge.

After all, forget the absolute… there’s still a domain of relativity, a very persistent ideology indeed… ‘Truth is just an illusion, albeit a persistent one’ – as Einstein said. There is no any ultimate truth as Derrida said, or just like that entropy stuff in the second law of thermodynamics.
...
Everything movable, watery, flexible!

But in the meantime, let’s wrap it up. Bottom line is I have missed my Basantapur tea today, but rather had a sweet tea with a friend.


Lastly, if you have come to this point, here are some haikus.

हाइकु मलाई एकदमै मनपर्ने विधा हो, थोरै शब्द - सानो कथा - धेरै कुरा!

मेरो कविता
विचारको खडेरी
अत्यास लाग्दो

कलम चल्छ
बोल्न म जान्दिन
भाषाको खेल


यी केहि टुक्रा
विचार र कुराका
कुरैको दुख


शब्दमा खेल्ने
कस्तो ड्रामाटिक शो
म त जान्दिन

र अन्त्यमा,

चलायमान
कति चलायमान
तिम्रा नयन

Life is a highway

Life's like a road that you travel on
When there's one day here an' the next day gone
Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand
Sometimes you turn your back to the wind

There's a world outside every darkened door
Where blues won't haunt you anymore
Where brave are free an' lovers soar
Come ride with me to the distant shore

We won't hesitate
Ta' break down the garden gate
There's not much time left today, yeahea...

Life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long
If you're going my way
Well, I wanna drive it all night long

Through all these cities an' all these towns
It's in my blood an' it's all around
I love you now like I loved you then
This is the road an' these are the hands
From Mozambique to those Memphis nights
The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights

Knock me down, an' back up again
You're in my blood
I'm not a lonely man

There's no load I can't hold
Road so rough, this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors

Life is a highway
Well, I wanna ride it all night long
If you're going my way
I wanna drive it all night long (all night long)

Life is a highway
Well, I wanna ride it all night long
If you're going my way (you're goin' my way)
I wanna drive it all night long (all night long)

There was a distance between you an' I (between you and I)
A misunderstanding once
But now we look it in the eye

There ain't no load that I can't hold
A road so rough, this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Tell 'em we're survivors

Life is a highway
Well, I wanna ride it all night long (all night long, yeah)
If you're goin' my way
Well, I wanna drive it all night long

Life is a highway (life is a highway)
I wanna ride it all night long
You're going my way (you're goin' my way)
I wanna drive it all night long (all night long, yeah)

Life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long (yeah, I wanna drive it all night long, baby)
If you're goin' my way (you're goin' my way)
I wanna drive it all night long (all night long)

Life is a highway... song courtesy : 'Cars' the movie

welcoming new Nepal

Its all about the new beginning that we are going to experience...
new air that would bring hope
new essence that would inspire us to be brothers
new pavement that would lead us to prosperity!
its not about me and you, its about Us,
its about Nepal!

welcoming the new Nepal, however gone unnoticed elsewhere.
I remember one article in Kathmandu post where he noted how this great news went un-noticed in the world media. How britney's break up made a good news, how rumsfeld demotion made a breaking news… and yet our peace progression didn’t get a good place.

It would have definitely been a breaking news if the peace process was disrupted. They would get a good chance to talk over how it happened - live broadcasts, latest updates, blah blah.

Well, let it be.

Who cares?

It’s not about what place we got place in the media, it’s rather about what we did. And what we did was great, I should say, a great accomplishment for betterment.

I remember this song, from an animated movie, expresses the ecstasy of freedom, as I feel.
"Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day - it's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here we are - we've just begun
And after all this time - our time has come
Ya here we are - still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong

...

Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

...

Here I am - next to you
And suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am - where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin standin in our way
Here I am - this is me"
- Song courtesy Brian Adams, from 'Spirit - the stallion of Cimeron'

Long Live Peace, Long Live Nepal!

this weekend

an easy escape from the daily work...

an evening in basantapur

yesterday!

had some pretty laughs,

had some tea,

enjoyment. . . all but temporal!!!

केहि मिठो बात गर,
रात त्यसै ढल्किदै छ
भरे फेरी एकान्तमा
रुनु त - छदैछ

Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away


I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, Take a chance, Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance, Make a change,
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Breakaway... song courtesy : Kelly Clarkson

[I know I am a lazy bone, as someone told me, only lazybones post lyrics in blog!]

thinking of an ocean, remembering a drop

it has been quite a revelation in blogging since few days. I have found many backlinks to my blog from the sites which I didnt know existed, and from the geo-locations which I didnt predicted.

Thanks to you all, those who have noted, those who have visited, those who have commented.

I will be rolling ahead... I am not much of a writer... but lets see how it goes.

जादा जादै,

"लेखाइमा छरपस्टता,
बोलाइमा अकमक्कपना
छोडेर आएको थिए
पाइलाको डोब समेत

बिर्सिसकेको थिएं
किन मलाइ सम्झाउछौ
भुलेका कथा,
किन मलाइ झस्काउछौ

छरपस्टताको बीच,
मेरो परिचय
के हुनु थियो र?
के हुनु छ र?

मेरो कथा मेरो कविता
जे पि टि
मेरो ब्लग मेरो लेख
जे पि टि"

Happy Blogging!

फेरी सद्दामको बारेमा

अस्ति सद्दामको मृत्यदण्डको समाचार आएदेखि मलाइ केहि भन्न मन लागिराको थियो
तर के, के, छेउ न पुच्छरको जस्तो लागेर चुप बसिराको थिए।

आज अविनाशीको ब्लागमा हेर्दा, निकै समान विचार पाए,
र त्यसैले, त्यहा मैले राखेको कमेन्ट, जस्ताको तस्तै यहां राखेको छु:

सद्दाम राम्रो नराम्रो मलाइ थाहा छैन,
उसले कति मान्छे मार्यो मलाइ थाहा छैन
धेरै कुरा छन - जुन धेरैलाई थाहा छैन,
तर बुसको तेल ब्यापारको पृष्ठभुमिमा राजनीतिक कठपुतली बनेकाहरुले गरेको यो निर्णय सुन्दा मलाइ नरमाइलो लाग्यो।
बुसको बिरुद्ध डटेको आधारमा मात्रे पनि म सद्दामको पक्षमा छु (यो परिप्रेक्षमा मात्रै भएपनि)

coming soon

i am coming soon.

i am here.
i am always here.
but i cant be found anywhere.

i am coming soon!

uff

uff


not feeling well!

just in jest

aaja nikai kaam gariyo...

nikai thakiyo....

aba ta kaam ko nasha lagyo...

nidra nai lagena...