Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Ode to my friend

here goes his memories.....

i cant explain.....



all i have is memories.

Monday, May 22, 2006

anyways... thinking and re-thinking

is this normal, ... justifying your action all the times,

reasoning, analyzing and concluding.

i am tired, sometimes i do it even before the thing is completed...

disgusting... i overthink. i need to change.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i had been here, been there... and been everywhere!

i thought it was a new revelation, a lovely beginning... that would revolutionize my world.

... and ..

finally it didnt. Yes it didnt.

so what was it then? a storm, a wrong advice?, hmm or just a bad space-time conjunction : wrong ppl in wrong place in wrong time? May be.

shall we talk about my mistakes, sure. but was there any?
there were some hidden stories, I accept, but those wouldn’t actually interfere with the outcome [as far as I know things]

Finally just for the reference, i would like to quote this piece of lyrics here
ma sapana ko kura garchhu, timi aakha ko mol sodhchheu,
ma dhukdhuki ko bayan garchhu, timi mutuko taul sodhcheu

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

and thats why i took that path

It is a long way now,
When there used to be golden sunsets,
And music in my head all the time,
I used to splash the rain water… scattered in the way

It was a normal beginning, as normal as it could be,
With persevering tell-tales, tell tales of insist,
Encouraging and romantic… like friends do
I always resisted though, till the end, until I broke.

friends, crowd, music, classes, bunks, run,
life, love, ~infatuations~, dumps, cries, beer,
intro, drama, hide & seek, revelations,
slogan, broken glasses, bricked pavements ~broken bricks, fights

can u explain the consequences,
NO!
I guess u cant.
I m sure u cant.

Please don’t hide,
Don’t,
At least the matters, which r the agendas u r going to use,
and when finally I have to decide based upon those!!!






Now,
Overwhelmed…
I live…with rashes,
Trying my best to avoid, or at least sooth ‘em






and,
now u suggest me, explain me, my own story
what do u know?
a tip of an iceberg!!!

a’rite, this is one facet,
of a jumbled up and asymmetrical diamond
its my justification, yes may be just the justification!
But ITS MY LIFE, ITS MINE!!!

Friday, May 12, 2006

Two ways to live your life.

There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.


-Einstein.