joined office just today after the dashain break. took almost 1 week off, extra...
works, schedules, and contacts all jumbled up... i hate the feeling when i have to join the work after a leave.
i have to do it nevertheless, and like it as well. [just the inertia of holiday spirit]
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am now trying to get into this world... and speed up the work.
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but i feel like i have changed my views on the general concept of the rituals and all those proceedings that we follow in our culture... i had [and still have] a deep respect in the rituals.. but somewhere i feel like its a waste... specially some deeds when they are absolutely related to money; when it's measured by how much u show...
i saw it myself in the last rituals of my grandpa...
i think i only believe in devotion and most important of all - love.
love to the religion, love to god...
i think its all about love and nothing else.
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