and thats why i took that path

It is a long way now,
When there used to be golden sunsets,
And music in my head all the time,
I used to splash the rain water… scattered in the way

It was a normal beginning, as normal as it could be,
With persevering tell-tales, tell tales of insist,
Encouraging and romantic… like friends do
I always resisted though, till the end, until I broke.

friends, crowd, music, classes, bunks, run,
life, love, ~infatuations~, dumps, cries, beer,
intro, drama, hide & seek, revelations,
slogan, broken glasses, bricked pavements ~broken bricks, fights

can u explain the consequences,
NO!
I guess u cant.
I m sure u cant.

Please don’t hide,
Don’t,
At least the matters, which r the agendas u r going to use,
and when finally I have to decide based upon those!!!

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Now,
Overwhelmed…
I live…with rashes,
Trying my best to avoid, or at least sooth ‘em

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and,
now u suggest me, explain me, my own story
what do u know?
a tip of an iceberg!!!

a’rite, this is one facet,
of a jumbled up and asymmetrical diamond
its my justification, yes may be just the justification!
But ITS MY LIFE, ITS MINE!!!